coming... one day
Yeah I've been planning to make a game for like 6 years so I should probably get off my ass (and then get back on my ass) and actually do it.
Project Dysmorphique (working title) is something I've been conceptualizing and planning for a long, long time. I don't have a ton to show for it yet, but it's a rather small game that will likely take a short while for me to finish making. I've always wanted to make a beautiful work of art with the potency to change lives, to make a flawless and captivating game that can alter the culture surrounding it for the better and captivate people. Dysmorphique is not that game. It's something a bit more raw and grounded, something I feel like I need to get out of my system before I can focus on crafting something that's (possibly) a bit more. In that sense, Project Dysmorphique is sort of my way of giving back, of paying homage to the games that made me realize that my hopes and dreams of making games was actually a possibility in the first place. You know, it's that type of game, a surrealist psychological RPG exploring bizarre alternative worlds, but this time, with my specific sort of spin on things.
I've gone back and forth and back on whether or not I should even make Dysmorphique, thinking that maybe I should try to focus my efforts on making something bigger and more revolutionary per se, but I've ultimately come to the conclusion that this is something that I have to do, something that I have to get off my chest. And beyond that, I feel like this game just makes a lot of sense to be the first one I publicize, the first one under the Emerald Estoc Entertainment banner, as it sort of encapsulates the brand's entire point of existence. I think it'll turn out pretty good, but who am I to say? After all, I may be a little biased.
Things don't always seem the way they're supposed to. But that's fine. You are who you want to be, right?
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It'll be worth the wait!